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"Thy will be done...even though it's the hardest freaking thing I've ever had to do."

One of the hardest things you will ever have to do is accept God's will when everything inside of you wants the opposite. It's difficult when you try for months to make something happen and then God tells you no; that it's time to stop; that it's time to move on. It feels like my soul has been ripped from inside of me and I'm left empty; wandering without a purpose. I know that God is real and I know that he wants the best for me, but it's so freaking hard to accept! How do you move on? How do you start over? I really really really don't want to do this!....Please don't make me do it!......please......

*sigh*

.....ok.....I'll do it.....


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  1. AnonymousAugust 5, 2014 at 1:58 PM

    Jordan, you need to sit down and write a book all about your life and lessons learned up to this point. I think it would be an interesting read. You could gear it toward teens who are struggling with their own identities and self worth. Write it so that Deseret Book would publish it--as a self help book.

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    1. Jordan M. AndersonAugust 6, 2014 at 10:16 PM

      I've considered writing a book for some time now. More and more people are telling me I should, so maybe it's time I actually do it.

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  2. AnonymousAugust 7, 2014 at 1:32 PM

    Go for it!

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